3/1/2022

Today started out good. I was feeling better. I got to socialize.

I saw ███. She helped me remove a stripped screw. Then we ███████ and ██████ and etc. and etc.

She even ██████ me in public. I thought that boded well. Of course I was wrong.

Later she invited me to hang out with her and ██████. I was confident. I said I was down. I thought it'd go well. It went well at first. I was happy. I like socialization. They were fun. They were nice.

I realized later though that I was clearly the third wheel. They were clearly much closer to each other than to me. I realized I had to leave so I left. I cried on the way home.

I don't want to ever see or talk to anyone again. I hope I can succeed in my isolation from now on.

I also ate too much. Bad day.